So I generally don't use these things to rant, but due to the fact that few of my friends actually use this site it makes me feel bettering knowing limited individuals will read it (as it's not that interesting or informative). I cant' deal with being confused and not knowing where you stand with people. I had a really good new friendship that was fun, exciting and never a dull moment and now I feel like I'm going to loose that for stupid out-of-my-control reasons. The worst part is in having not spoken to the individual in around 4 hours, I realize how much I'm actually missing them and it's horrible. Horrible thinking that we won't be able